Paranoid

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2009-08-09T14:54:00.000+08:00

hi peeps! haf been wonderin how come blogs rotting rite? hehe... well, recently had been tied up with sch and work. super bz la haha. anw very hpy la cauz gt new bike le! woohoo! will post my wifey no. 2's pic nx tym yea!
ok la gott rush for work again cya guys n gd luk to those who are havin exams too! study hard gambate! bb chaoz...

2009-05-05T16:05:00.002+08:00

Hi guys!!! its me again! hmm i noe i haven been posting for like ages liao la haha... bt wad to do? sch so busy lah~~~ bt 1 thing is tt the timetable is better den sec sch 1 cauz more time allowance. well all my subs r still ok la except for CKT lecture omg the lecturer damn rigid la...her teachin all monotone 1 plus her essence damn weird lol go attend her class like macam go slpin session like tt :D well tryin my very best to catch up in E.maths... quite confusing for me la as i dun haf A.maths foundation ma. but still ok la, i still managed to scrape thru sum topics. after 2 wks of sch i still prefer sec sch days lol dun haf to worry abt anything, everything teacher will spoon feed u de like so gd la. in poly everything u haf to do on ur own if u blur blur missed sum assignment u jiu jialat lo. ok la gtg liao must do revision liao cauz tdy sick nvr go sch so must read up sum topics le or else i rly die 4 u to see d..hehe mayb night tym post again ba bb!

2009-03-21T21:22:00.003+08:00

hi every1 hehe... its been a long tym since I've posted anything :)
well recently haf been running around e town area lols... yea nth to do juz anyhow travel lols... hmm fares ain't as cheap as b4 le now den realise tt $ is burning very fast...haha... sumhow kinda miss sch days man~~ its so happening la haha everyday gt new thingys to play. phew dunno y kip sighing recently... bcauz of boredom? mayb...perhaps.... hehe sounded quite emo lol.. during this long break I've given serious thoughts abt my life. I've been wasting alot of my tym. I nvr fully utilise my tym. seriously i dun haf gd tym concept. i dunno how to manage my tym n put it into full use. thru all this years of education now den i realise how results rly matters in life. gd qualification is a very impt factor to ur future. i seriously regret alot for nt studying seriously. I used to think tt i can studying is juz for a piece of paper and ur parents. im wrong man. now im in no whr. ya great think i've ruined my future liao. i didnt do well in my O's and couldnt get into my desired course. nt only that im now course-less man... guys pls bear in mind if u wanna do sth think of the consequences 1st! and dun regret ok. well i've to sumhow get over tis 'crisis' haha... *sighs* guess will juz let nature takes its course and heaven to deceide on my life ba...

2009-03-10T03:39:00.004+08:00

hmm i juz realised tt our squads blog is so pathetic la...ppl dun go n update n dun even bother to chk for updates? wah whr can like tt whrs our squads teamsprit? we used to chit chat wif each other alot 1 rite? liew we r frm uniform grp 1 leh simple task like spreadin msg is'nt diff for u guys rite? e bbq thingy until now oso nt many ppl reply...so how to get e event run smooth n successful? hopefully by tml can get more replies ok! pls ah! we r 1 for all n all for 1 squad! must b more how say united ok! try to inform as many squadmates as possible ok...(think im gettin old le hehe so naggy)
hmm recently im damn into chinese tea!! wahaha spend abt 100 bucks on it le hehe tts a large sum for a guy who is'nt workin like me la...hehe...well still e same old thingy! enjoy life while u still can! or dun regret in future haha... is tis so called teenhood?? lols
yea haven been bloggin much lately... phew IM GOD DAMN PISSED wif poly admin thingy la... omg im a gonner la ok...i fail my colour depriciation test which means im t eligible for my given course?? wah liew haf to re choose again? omg poly is gettin full soon la. nonono perhaps shld say its already full la so if i apply for course transfer e probility will b damn low lor.sian diao~~~ *sigh* dunno wad to do now...like my blog url im prone to paranoia...gg to burst liao... n 1 mor ethingy i cant figure out is tt y cant i post pics on my blog ah?? post liao cant see de... is it blogger de prob or photobucket de prob?? liew damn irritating la...thingys haven been smooth lately must go n pray pray guan yin ma liao ask her boh bi(bless) me whole journey smooth smooth! money no nid alot la enuff jiu can le...i dun mind if she let me strike 4d haha...get into my GOD DAMN course in my desired poly. n i'll promise nt to go fishing as offen ok? (try not to kill so many innocent creatures) lol! acclaim more good deeds haha...hmm think shall end here ba...im off to gaming le hehe bb ppl! tc! n all e best for everything!

2009-03-08T04:01:00.002+08:00

liew the my fishing trip de photos cannot b posted sia dunno wad happen leh... hmm so sian sia...btw i got my new tea set!!! wahahah! for 70 bucks?? hmm quite expensive sia...phew yea nth special tis days...everyday stay at home do nth...hmm friday went back to nchs. ea as usual go disturb remus tan hahas...cauz tt day no CI went thr ma hehe den v hpy la cauz no1s gonna kpkb again!!! woots. crapped guy those np guys yea. while i was at e canteen i saw my 'LAODA' weihan hahahas...ke lian de him seriously damn ke lian la lols.i really damn pity him lo hehes he kip kana bully by me n arthur lols...he gt new gf lor bt dunno is who leh his mouth like seehum(cockles) like tt -_-" so tight la..die die dun wan say is who lols...im so gonna find out myself ok! while playin b.ball wif remus tan i saw felicia. while tokin to her halfway, my goddess wahaha n clique suddenly appeared at e staircase bball court lol pricilia chun was like waving to me la den quite ps lor bt no choice la who ask me too friendly n courteous hehe! so i wave back to her. N bcauz of tis dey were shoutin 'eh aaron leh!! aaron leh!!' i was like dots... GROW UP OK!!! hehe.continued to play my bball n remained cool. although i kip remindin myself nt to think so much bt i juz could'nt sia..when she n her clique go home tt tym obviouslyshe was avoidin eye to eye contact wif me la... stupid remus tan jiu did sth which made us both awkard. he shouted loudly "eh aaron u dun wan send ur goddess back home meh?" whole clique was laughin like _ _ _ den im oso speechless liao...phew~~ could only take a breathe when shes finally gone.feel like tearin remus tans mouth into bits haha... hmmafter awhile i deceided to go to e canteen to get a drink whr i met sister rachel! hehe as tanned as b4...everytym see her oso wet wet de.. liew play bball can play until like kena drenched like tt de meh? soon nt long after wilson smsed me n so i went off w/o biddin gdbye to every1 hahas...went cp quickly bought a t-shirt, dried myself n boarded e train.lols my 1st tym like tt sia haha...hmm supposingly shld meet him at central mall de den tt neh told me to wait for him at e white bridge which i tot was NORTH BRIDGE RD TT BRIDGE who noes tt ass went to fullerton tt side. i was wtf when he rang me up la...1st thing he say after i picked up was 'eh wtf whr r u' i was like u sounded very wrong lor...white bridge leh...nvm so i told him to wait for me at e mcd near the big bird. surprisinly after i met him n we sumhow saw mdm while walkin towards the jazz club.hahas... yea u noe i noe de la see her means gt freebies...hehes. managed to get her to treat us to drinks hahas...bt was supposed to go chinatown for dinner n buy my tea set. neh suddenly tot of shanster hahas he proposed to go to tcc n look for her. we were walkin until our legs could break liao la.finally saw tcc wahaha...so hpy at 1st bt when we went in STUPID SHANSTER knock off liao??? gave her a call n she was at hg mall liao???omg immediately i turned arnd n look at him n gave him a nasty look. as usual he would act innocent... his act blur face almost made me puke hahas...lol den wad to do?? we walked all e way frm tcc to smith st (sum whr in lucky chinatown). quickly settle down n placed out orders hahas... for e 1st tym neh was like i treat u to drinks n carrot cake ok! hahas i was abt to strike 4d liao(too bad i nvr buy) hahas...we finished our food within 10mins tym as we were both famished then. after dinner i brought him to e famous traditional chinese desert shop in temple st which we saw mr n mrs lee.lols they all so 恩爱 sia wad a couple hehe.. treated neh a bowl of 陽枝甘露 ps i forgot its ang moh mia! lols hmm by e tym we finished our desert it was like almost 9 liao...quickly went to look for my tea set n bought it on e spot.hehe it was quite costly sia 70 bucks leh. although i like it v much bt sumhow heart pain sia hahas.. left chinatown at arnd 9.40 lke tt n headed to mdms workplace.hehe she opened a bottle of wine for us n ordered a side dish too. lols she told me to invite summore guys so i called zy. 1st thing when i told him mdm wanna treat us to a drink he heard e word 'free' n gave me an immediate respond.i guess he flew down de ba? haha..speakin of him hor i feel like grabbin his head n knock e wall. omg he doesnt haf sense of direction de la...cauz he dunno e place ma so i told him to wait for me at e bak kut teh stall near riverside walk. guess whr he went to? hahas furama hotel tt side *bish* liew gave him directions n he still can lose his way 1 sia...omg he go until solomon st hehe v far away la..wa lau eh had no choice bt to meet him at e control station. he took damn long la... while walkin back to mdms work place i was rantin non stop la.hahas... he can actually lose his way in clarke quay area. summore took 45mins to walk frm furama hotel to mdms workplace. wah he pro leh. tt neh neh jiu shuang la sit down thr do nth ... liew ordered another round of drinks. had malibu with pineapple juice hehe... wah we were supposed to split e bill de sia den mdm go n foot our bills. hmm although shes quite rich now la bt still feel quite bad for makin her pay for us. hehe we wanted to pay he rback 1 bt she did'nt accept our money.lols so we haf to treat her to a meal nx tym or else damn paiseh la..sit down thr n crapped till arnd 1.30 like tt we deceided to cabut(go home) we walked tgt to max korkor(mdms bf)bike n saw police.tot e police wanna charge him with drink drivin hahas...bt actually dey only wan to warn him for illegal parkin hahas...damn heng la dey didnt chk haha...we neh me n zy shared a cab back hm lor.hehe once finish washin up liao straight went to bed. lol guess shld end here 1st im oso gg to bed le...damn slpy buay tahan liao...hahas nites chaos!

2009-02-19T00:12:00.002+08:00

oo im rly damn busy tis days haha many things happened (hpy and sad)...no tym to blog oso. bt boh bian la received complaints liao wahahaha... yea tis 2 wks i've been busy doing poly administration thingy and fishing stuffs.haisian so far no news frm tp yet *sigh~~~ well, for fishing wise hehe*grin* caught manymany stuffs gt plastic bag, gt tree branch etc...etc... hahas caught super many catfishes n e sizes are qute big lols... although no pic to testify bt i will always rmb my catches tt day wahaha barely even 2 hrs i've gt plenty le. hmm aimin for bigger fishes n hopefully my fishing competition nx wk goes smoothly!!

sad thingy is tt our beloved steph poh went overseas to pursue her studies le!!! tdy went to "send" her off at T1. initially was supposed to meet zy 1 bt tt day i promised neh to wait for him and go tgt de so PS la hor KZY haf to ps u le... met neh arnd 7 like tt at eunos mrt station. slowly trained down to T1 n ya crap along playin like a kid. seriously i miss those days whrby wholeot of us thr playin arnd foolin arnd like a bunch of monkeys. i hit u u beat me lols although we often haf conflicts bt we still ended up gd frends. steph is 1 of us, shes my clasmate for 5 yrs n a gd frend too!! although we had lots of misunderstandings and wadsoever bt can say we care or each other very much. can say she is the only trueful frend arnd me.(im nt sayin other frends are nt gd ok!!) thru all these yrs of friendship suddenly shes gg overseas?? its a gd thing bt dunno y feel quite sad. hahas she can be very clever bt stupid at times lols always kana fool by me n CO.(ya u noe who u r so dun lie to urself k hehe) happy or bad times we shared tgt will always b kept my heart k my frend! lols juz now actually wanted to tell u de bt u noe i'm a person who wun say such things face to face de la. ok if u r lookin at tis listen up!!
here it goes.......... abit shy ah hahas...ok...erm we've been friends for 5 yrs la n we noe each other too well we shared gd n bad memories tgt no matter how bad things goes between us we still ended up as gd frends in e end.u r sum1 i would nt forget. cauz of ur (stupidness) lols or wadeva thingy hahas...ur caring towards us can nvr be replaced by anything.wish u bon voyage and gd luck in ur studies ok! hope when e nx tym we see each other we can b a better person. hahas no matter wad happends we shall kip in contact ok!! n 1 more thing u shld rmb! ALL OF UR FRIENDS IN SG WILL B WAITIN FOR UR RETURN.(bt dun carry an angmoh baby come back cauz JH will cry lols) get wad i mean?? anything happends we r always by ur side! yea nth to say le. hmm guess tts all for now n ya (TC! BB!)X many many...

song

2009-02-05T06:56:00.002+08:00

yea hehe back to post! hmm ya tis song rly suits my situation n juz nice can fit in every detail... hope u guys enjoy!

<----Here Are The Lyrics---->

Why do I keep fooling myself When I know you love someone else Only a fool breaks his own heart
I pretend that I don't see you When you walk with him down the street Only a fool breaks his own heart

I have to admit it even though you hurt me so girl I can't forget it, if I'm a man I'd led you go It's no use try to hang on To a love allready gone Only a fool breaks his own heart (2x)

Only a fool breaks his own heart (3x)

ny week

2009-01-31T21:41:00.000+08:00

hmm lazy to blog nw haas... cauz juz packed my rm so ya ltr den c if mood gd den blog lor haha bb!

ang bao shrink??

2009-01-31T16:10:00.002+08:00

hmm tis yrs total ' income' like damn little la...compared to last yr nt even 50% of it lo...total angbao tis yr is onli a 400+ last yr get 1200+ its like on 33+% nia sia...economy damn bad sia... chew tot can buy sum stuffs bt look at my pathetic ' income' lols i think i better forget bt buyin liao. haiz ya no mood to blog le i go emo liao bb!

happy niu year to every1!

2009-01-26T02:14:00.003+08:00

Hi every1 hehe yep its a brand new yr to all of us! Wish all my family and friends a very very very prosperous (calf) year hahas... y calf instead of bull or cow? reason very simple since its a brand new year everything will start afresh more n more exciting journey awaits us...n ya u noe ppl grow frm young to old rite? so by e tym we walk till e end of e calf year we will b more matured... means wad?? we've walk thru tis long journey, learn from our past mistakes and grow up to b a better person!
lols enuff crapping hahas... yea
well dad asked me juz nw wads my ny resolution for this yr? haha well i did'nt really gave him an answer. hmm people who noes me well shld noe la bsides $$, (family) yep sum guys noes wads happenin i dun really wish to explain tt much, get into MY COURSE in TP, get all e stuffs i wan... and yup... her... yes you!(my buddies noe who im referin to) if u r readin tis i would really want u to know tt 459 i really 2599 cant live without you bt no matter wad i noe tt thr r certain things tts beyond and i could'nt control. at tis moment i really wish tt u r by my side. im really lost and i juz dunno what to say or do to/for u. anw if u r really happy tis way im contented enuff. for now i only hope tt i could be ur guardian angel and protect you from harm. if u've found e right guy i will give u all my blessings frm e bottom o my heart. bt dun let me find out tt he's bullyin u. i swear i wont let him off! n e only request frm me...pls dun treat me so cold... e bitterness n sourness in me is so terribly awful hard to stand? although things were'nt going as wad i had wished for. i sincerely wish u all e best !
ok lets nt tok abt those sad things le...hmm....another worry of mine...i wonder if i can get into my desired course in tp anot...haizz juz hope everything goes perfectly alrite ba...pin our hopes high! lols bt dun fall too hard :D hahas yea its gettin quite late le hmm still gt 1 more resolution is tt hope all my friends can sucessfully get into the desired course they want! yea hahas guess tts all for tdy ba haha nights ppl!

busy

2009-01-24T05:10:00.001+08:00

ok its been damn bloody busy tis whole wk... no tym to post. hmm yea gt uber many things to say la yea mayb will share when im a lil more free hahas...cya guys!

baoyi's bdae party (ruined)

2009-01-18T01:24:00.003+08:00

last min decision to attend baoyi de bdae party haha. was almost like 4.40+pm liao la hahas den suddenly on msn junde n hweesiang deceided to go. supposed to meet at 5.20 de wtf! traffic nt slow ma den every traffic light oso macam red de lor....... zZzZz .....so waste tym la. met both of them arnd 6+ so shockingly saw junde.hahas he changed alot sia cant rly recognise him le lols... after tt went to royal sports to get socks for baoyi's bdae present. dunno the 'who' even wanna buy size a,b,c,d,e de bra for her hahas... say wad if too small can wear more layers so it looks big hahas... nt crap ah lol. soon we left e place. we played with junde de bball while traveling to e bus stop. lol nt childish ah hahas...
when we rched pasir ris park we slowly walk to pit 23 lol. den like sian sian like tt la cauz dunno whos thr.heard frm baoyi is np ppl nia bt we doubt so.hmm as expected got alot of her friends den me n hweesiang + junde felt so xtra cauz bsides her 4g friends we dun even know any of her poly friends lo. felt damn awkward den we deceided to go bk n haf our dinner. 1st thing when i stepped into bk is I SAW RAYMOND LEE WITH HIS FAMILY! lols!!! his mum n dad oso dun haf curly hair leh y onli he n his bro gt ah?? weird sia lols.nvm... took our dinner slowly n den slowly walked to e bball court n started playin until joclyn mdm came arnd 9+ hahas shes wif her BF lol nt bad la tt guy.kinda nice to bully face hahas. play awhile den proceeded to fish n co to look for simin n charlene dey all.sat thr do nth n crap while waitin for the ladies to finish their dinner. hmm walk back to e bbq pit again?? nt sian went tthr tok cock awhile jiu leave le. after tt dunno who say peien oso arnd den we went to look for her. she came wif keng siong lol they look e same as b4 nth changed.hahas tok ahwile went back to baoys bbq pit again...ZzZzZ stand down thr crapped again n do nth haha. meiqi kinda urgent to go washroom le lols so we had too leave n i bided goodbye e 3rd tym to baoyi again wth gt so nice to say byebye meh?? hmm while waitin for mq to finish her business tt nice guy(FYI his name is MAX) treated me n mdm drinks. lol nth lor when mq came out we took sum pics n left le. mq n simin shared a cab while me, mdm n max korkor shared a cab back home. n now after bathing feel so tired *yawns* quickly blog finish den go slp le. hmm ya tts all ba? its kinda boring tis days nt interesting leh.lol ok la rly damn slpy le haha bye guys nights!

journey to the south (VIVO city)

2009-01-17T15:10:00.005+08:00

Wed 14/1/09
Lols me n zy met at potong pasir mrt and den went down to vivo...nt sian ah take mrt tt tym he go n disiao ah neh hehe.walk arnd e whole mall do nth hehe. its really wasting of time down thr lor. we went to spade see see look look nvr buy...zzz
-_-" went to freshbox oso see see look look oso nvr buy. haha went to ip zone wow promotion wor so went to try... oso nvr buy hahas. did e same for S&K, baleno and Hang ten. lols by e tym we deceided to buy things its already dinner time n SO we went to mussel guy tot wan go in de den he stood outside the restraunt while i was lookin at e menu staring at me. haha almost forgot he cannot eat seafood de (awww too bad) lols so went to kim garys n have dinner thr. we both ordered almost the same thing beef curry and yun yong(tea mixed with coffee). when tt guy ask me wad curry u want?? gt less spicy den spicy still gt xtra spicy so i ordered the xtra spicy de lor.who noes he oso copy me ZzZzZz eveytym copy me de leh he... haha waited like amlmost 30mins finally food came. woohoo 1st bite wtf!!! nt spicy de... still say xtra spicy eee so cheater bug lor! den i look up at him wanted to ak him nie or not.i look at his face covered with sweat. haha he say very spicy wor den kept drinking his yun yong lol! copy me summore la! hahas... after dinner it was like arnd 8+ paid a bill of total $30.30 hmm still quite ex leh. $30.30 i can haf like whole table of food in chee cheong gai la still cannot finish lo. hehe. walk arnd saw joanne peh and zhang yao dong lols r dey tgt?? again go inside baleno again den he tell me "u fucking buy sth tdy hoh" lols den i was like *duh* so bought 2 bottoms for 48 bucks.haha buy bottom cannot dun buy top 1 right so went to hangten lor bought 3 tops for $52.20 ok la whole day spend $130.50 haven break my record yet haha.hmm ya think tts all for tdy ba haha

hehe 1 last post fo tdy!

2009-01-15T02:29:00.004+08:00

Hmm think tis song is rather how say got 'feel' lols! Gloria Gaynor i think her voice is superb omg can sense the emotion flowing thru ur body frm top to toe den frm toe back to top haha! hope you guys enjoy!

lazy

2009-01-15T02:09:00.000+08:00

ok tdy lazy to post haha damn tired oso hmm mayb tml den post ba cya guys!

TP JPSAE

2009-01-14T02:16:00.003+08:00

woohoo cauz ytd slpt quite early haha den tdy wake uposo damn early la can 7.45am?? wtf can say whole holiday 1st tym automatically so early wake up haha. immidiately went to wash up come out oso arnd 8.10 le lol cook macroni for bf.ate with mum. drank a cup of kopi-o-kosong-kau(concentrated black coffee without sugar) standard 1 la everyday oso must drink 2-3 times haha...slowly take my time eat drink after tt mum sweep e floor den i do e dishes lor. wash finish le i then slowly pick my courses until almost 10+ den call zy go TP. cabbed down thr, the meter $6 omg tt stupid taxi uncle took a detour still dare to charge me $6 wtf. nvm lo since its juz few cents...treat him drink kopi la.lols. frm 11 like tt all e way till 1+ stayed in tp walkin arnd n collecting info for my course. met dad n took lunch at bedok 631 de coffeeshop jiu went home le. deely dally awhile jiu apply my course lor.wah now den i know choose course so headache de...spend almost 2 1/2 hrs still haven deceide wad to put hehe.when i finally want to submit e application form tt tym its already like 3.35. omg im supposed to go for e ducktour interview at suntec at 4 sia lols smsed cousin nic told him cant make it haha ps didnt take note of my timing. hmm the pay is quite gd sia $8 per hr wtf its like high liao la wkend $10 summore...i wonder y dey can offer such high pay lols.plus tips i think 1 day can earn me 80 bucks easily?? while im applying e course halfway the stupid electricity suddenly cut off *phew* luckily i sumbitted liao siao heng until lao sai sia wahaha! after tt do my JAE thingy.spend whole day doin e admin stuffs zzz sian.bought dinner for bro n oso cooked dinner for me n mum. still e same thing wash dishes sian. afer dinner i was thinkin tis few days nvr go enjoy myself le lol thinkin of jioing dey all go mj. see who free i must play mj one of tis days lols.. suddenly the TP staff rang me up haha i was super shock sia lol.she actually did a sumhow 'short interview' with me?? hmm think gt chance to enter my course liao. PRAY HARD!!! hmm perhaps i shld end here le damn bloody tired liao gtg cya guys! n gd luck to all thoseapplyin for new schs!

18pts?? zZzZz

2009-01-14T02:08:00.003+08:00

wah results finally out le... I'm hpy tt i passed, bt i dun feel sad tt i didnt do well. i think i deserved it cauz i did not put in 100% effort :D
after collection of results, i was like walkin arnd walkin arnd?? askin for autographs? hehe i think im e 1st 1 in nchs who walks arnd wif a shirt and a marker pen askin ppl to sign lol...hmm stayed in sch till arnd 4+?? set off for SKCC with a bunch of squad4 '08 friends. yep at 1st nth to do until B.Y took out cards den play asshole daidi haha super lame zzz. play B.ball awhile den left cauz haf to go home n da bao for mum n bro. cauz now no more maid ma everything nid to ownself do.

IM DAMN FRUSTRATED!!! 11/1/09

2009-01-11T23:34:00.004+08:00

明天就要公布成绩了，心里十分紧张也很害怕会考不上。头发还没剪，还没染回不知道怎么拿成绩。。。最近不愉快的事情太多了。不论是家里或是跟朋友们之间都发生了些问题。我现在很烦恼也不知道要怎么去处理。事情堆积得太多我一时之间也不知所措。此时此刻只有‘茫然’两个字能够形容我自己。得不到朋友们的谅解也就算了。家人也不体谅一下还被臭骂了一顿。不知道我到底做错了些什么会遭到别人如此对待。。。

爱太痛

2009-01-08T04:32:00.003+08:00

吃不能吃睡不能睡没有了你全都不对我都学不会把爱敷衍用笑容来把眼泪催眠笑不能笑哭不敢哭人不像人鬼不像鬼朋友都说这不过失恋但我却连呼吸都胆怯能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了我痛得快死了却无法把爱割舍... 我不能睡 ...吃不能吃睡不能睡没有了你全都不对我都学不会把爱敷衍用笑容来把眼泪催眠能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了我不能够不能够不爱了带你心飞能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了我不能够不能够不爱了

move on?? haha -,-

2009-01-04T16:49:00.003+08:00

21st of dec went to ikea wif zhiyong hehe! guess wad?? saw her wif her parents wor! lols... was damn excited la hehe. at first dunno she was thr oso de. while i was choosing sth for grandma sum1 suddenly appeared n said '"ok move on!" ?? *puzzled* so i turned arnd n look at her lor. hahas i stunt for a sec den realised was her hehe. told zy tt she was thr oso den he suggested we follow her arnd wahaha! macam stalker like tt. hmm tts nt e full story la still gt alot funny details haven say :D

back to e pt. tis few nights i kept 反反复复thinking of her words 'ok move on!' hmm wad it means?? haiz 多情自古空余恨，好梦由来最易醒。岂是拈花难解脱，可怜飞絮太飘零。巢乍结鸳鸯社，新句犹书翡翠屏。不为别离已肠断，泪痕也满旧衫青 frens told me to let go n find new 1 haha -_-" tis is nt masak masak leh! 天涯无处无芳草，何必单恋一枝花 is totally crap la. u think inside e forest very easy to find sth tt catches ur eye meh... u really think u can juz forget sth overnight?

i oso dunno wad am i thinking now... hold on? move on? i neither wan both haiz... y must put me in tis dilemma leh? of course e most impt thing is she's hpy. bt i cant bear to let go wor wad shld i do leh?? mayb i shld juz procrastinate n wait till things get better den say ba.

back to sch!

2009-01-03T21:19:00.002+08:00

tdy morning woke up at 7.05am?? damn early la can...bt seriously speaking hor it has been such a long time i wake up at tis hr lor hehe... den went to wash up lor smsed zhiyong while brushing teeth. tt pig surely still slpin 1 ma lol so i took my time slowly bathe. had a cup of coffee b4 i went out to meet him. almost 8 liao den went out ma tot he still slpin. who noes he like changed overnight like tt kip rushin me. bout 8.45 like tt rch cp den we went to MCD for breakfast. had BBF he oso copy me lor onli tt he changed his drink to iced milo?? early morning drink cold drink?? nt scared sick meh...zzz. tt chao bu geh copy pig!! ppl eat hashbrown 1st he oso eat hashbrown 1st still wan to kpkb !@#$%^&(!@#$%^&*... cauz of his dental prob ppl fnish etin le he still down thr slowly chew his BBF... den until 9.10 like tt finally can set off for sch le.lol halfway went to shell to grab a mentos ma wahaha purposely ask him wan eat anot lols. guess wad?? 1st time ever in history he dun wan leh! can buy 4d liao sure tio tao bio 1 lols slowly walkto sch lor.kip bicking n jokin along e way untill we rch sch. woohoo 1st thing we saw when we rch sch is tt the area outside library actually renovated liao wor?? cant believe it right stupid ONG KIM JIO will actually fork out money to make e tiles wor! haha anw nt his money so he nt heartpain :D
hmm e moment we step in to e parade sq area i saw arthur den i disiao him for nth lols... nth much la sch nvr change much leh. we noticed tt ever since e 1992 batch ppl all e juniors are like katik ayam like tt small small 'cute cute' so mini can? saw remus tan tt !@#$%^&*(!@#$%^&* hehe!!! play play wif him lor den ziyu saw me den wanna chao gan me cauz i wear BOLT tee nvr tuck in -_-" aiya i oso nt ur cadet liao care so much for wad??? tt poh cb oso arnd saw his disgustin face makes me *puke*. kept walkin arnd here n thr lor tok cock wif sum teachers go washroom make hair all these den i heard sum1 callin my name.i look out n see OMG felicia the tomato saw me la n she was like shouting to V.F.Y.X ??? den like so ps la :S faster walk away lor nt long after tt bo gay say wan go play mj liao wor den kip pullin my shirt den bo bian lor although quite she bu de to leave la no choice to advoid futhur misunderstanding n awkwardness best is to leave asap la. den we left for cp lo meet fuyu at interchange awhile den i bused hm liao. hai y must i see u leh?? destiny wans to play wif me meh?

is it not meant to be?

2009-01-01T19:28:00.002+08:00

firstly i wanna wish all my family members, friends and all the ppl i know a very hpy NY!
yep...ytd i found out sth, perhaps i would haf been better if i didnt know it lor. Haiz... feel so sucky rite now la can! its like WTF!!! why among all times must let me find out leh? summore on NY eve... C'mon lor its NY leh!! why e hell would god gif me such a 'nice n memorable' present on such a nice day nice timming?? i rather be kept in the dark n continue dreaming at least i would haf felt better rite? tts nt e worst part lor... ytd evening i went to meet up with aloy dey all ma as we were gg to marina bay thr to countdown. so when we meet at hg mrt thr i told aly abt tis thingy lor who noes tt sum1 overheard our convo den still think he very cute like tt kip gloating over my misfortune. fine lor suan all u wan at least i noe im better den u can le... n tt sum1 pls learn to grow up la 落井下石 is'nt sth to be proud of lor! if u think its funny hor juz imagine if u were me other things dun say la in tt kinda of situation u wun feel any better rite? nvm u will nvr change anw say so much oso no use. hmm 命里有时中须有，命里无时莫强求 mayb tis guy is rite wads meant to be urs will be urs wads nt meat to be urs no matter how u pursue its wun be urs. well wad to do?? things haf been done oso cannot be undone liao hopefully i can get over tis matter soon lor...

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2008-11-09T02:21:00.002+08:00

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